II woke up this morning with the song Autumn leaves running through my head. I love that song. I spent many many years of joy in New York City and in jazz clubs where Autumn leaves was always played. If I’m ever where you can request a song I always ask for Autumn leaves to be played. .
“ The autumn leaves drift by the window the autumn leaves of red and gold. I see your lips the summer kisses, the sunburn hands I used to hold… since you went away the days grow long and soon I’ll hear old winters song, but I miss you most of all, my darling when autumn leaves start to fall”
Red and gold leaves blow pass my window. Blowing changes in the wind. Changes I dont like . Changes I can’t stop. Relationships and memories are fading . I long for days gone by, my heart is breaking .
I move through my normal Dailey activities . I’m still here. Smiling , Laughing on and off. But the tears come silently . I’m in a corner somewhere , where no one hears or sees me. My world now is filled with echoes of past joy. Of longings that will never come again. Friendships I cherished gone. Their not here anymore. Changes I don’t like.
I’ve lost Five friends since the last year and I miss them. I’m getting older and my children don’t call like they used too. I have two wonderful kids but they have their owns lives now… And they are busy. living them. That’s actually an accomplishment. You want your children to grow up and have good happy lives that contribute to their communities and can take care of themselves. That means you have done your job. Albeit don’t laugh I wish they were babies just for a minute sometimes.
Winter is coming for me one day . It could be Twenty years off who knows. But twenty years will blow by so fast just like the leaves that the wind picks up out side my window and the force carries them off to never be seen again . woke up this morning with the song Autumn leaves running through my head. I love that song. I spent many many years of joy in New York City and in jazz clubs where Autumn leaves was always played. If I’m ever where you can request a song I always ask for Autumn leaves to be played. .
“ The autumn leaves drift by the window the autumn leaves of red and gold. I see your lips the summer kisses, the sunburn hands I used to hold… since you went away the days grow long and soon I’ll hear old winters song, but I miss you most of all, my darling when autumn leaves start to fall”
Red and gold leaves blow pass my window. Blowing changes in the wind. Changes I dont like . Changes I can’t stop. Relationships and memories are fading . I long for days gone by, my heart is breaking .
I move through my normal Dailey activities . I’m still here. Smiling , Laughing on and off. But the tears come silently . I’m in a corner somewhere , where no one hears or sees me. My world now is filled with echoes of past joy. Of longings that will never come again. Friendships I cherished gone. Their not here anymore. Changes I don’t like.
I’ve lost Five friends since the last year and I miss them. I’m getting older and my children don’t call like they used too. I have two wonderful kids but they have their owns lives now… And they are busy. living them. That’s actually an accomplishment. You want your children to grow up and have good happy lives that contribute to their communities and can take care of themselves. That means you have done your job. Albeit don’t laugh I wish they were babies just for a minute sometimes.
Winter is coming for me one day . It could be Twenty years off who knows. But twenty years will come.
